September 2011
9 posts
your actions speak louder than your words.
secrets - one republic
i love the strings in this...
when you want something, you try everything you can to get it. and then once you have it, you take it for granted. oh the irony.
sometimes all you want is some recognition for the things you do.
August 2011
36 posts
driven.
biggest wake up call.
sometimes the truth hurts.
but sometimes it’s needed.
i never wanted to put you through that.
oh my god, i never had wanted that.
it haunts me to think i caused this.
but it’s fueled my drive even more.
and i’ve been stupid for way to long.
you know what you need to do rachel.
now do it.
dear mom,
it’s crazy to think that it’s been 6 years from today since god took you away from me. things are changing, your daughters are growing up, and yet we still miss you more than ever. i still miss you. vi’s getting married in two months, can you believe it? i wish you’d be able to be there to see it. we’ve worked so hard on making it the best wedding for her.
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where is the love?
it’s funny how we tend to focus on the smallest of things, without thinking about the bigger picture. people always say “it’s the smallest of things that count”, well sometimes it’s the bigger picture too. and i’m not counting myself out of this picture because, heck, i’m human and i tend to do it too. but lately, all i’ve been noticing is the hate...
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acbajete:
It’s crazy how one person doesn’t care about you as much as you care about that person. It’s like once you realized that, it changes you completely. It’s depressing to even think about it, especially during school time.
My whole life, I chose to live with high expectations and rather get hurt deep inside. I wasn’t those girls that shows off that they don’t give a fuck about anything....
mistakes & memories.
have you ever spent countless hours, wondering what you did wrong and where it went wrong? what you could have done to fix things or what you wish you could have done instead? my mind has ceaselessly gone in circles for hours upon hours, realizing my wrongs and my rights, what i should have done, and what i should have let go. i may have compromised some things, but they were only what i felt was...
Maybe You're Right; You Don't Deserve Me
Have you ever told someone, “You’re better off without me”? In the sense that you’re too good for me, and I can’t be that person that you deserve.
I hear it often and honestly, it’s not cute. It’s not as chivalric as you’d imagine and after thinking about it for a long time, it shows nothing but laziness. “I’m not good enough for...
facebook binge.
purging myself from social networking for awhile.
no more facebook.
so don’t try contacting me through it,
my friend changed my pw.
goodbye.
thank you for the time spent. thank you for the memories. thank you for everything that you’ve done. they say things always happen for a reason and now its time to accept, to learn and to grow.. and for time to heal my wounds.
repeat, lather and rinse rachel.
what doesn’t kill you will only make you stronger.
July 2011
33 posts
